The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
Monday, May 5, 2008
My tag board is becoming somewhat of a battlefield.. but it is the only thing alive on my blog, truly. i havent been to my own blog in ages, although im APPARENTLY free, a proud owner of a new guess bag (which is supposed to spur me on to blog, how?) and a shit cleaner, heh. Haha, well all of the above is kinda true, but for some reason i havent found any time to come online to blog or upload the pics.. Both take wayyy too much energy and i have very little of the big E word, of late. i come online, check my mail, do some research for my Docent's retreat and vamooze. The net bores me.. haha, yeah i feel the killer stares of all you cyberjunkies who live on your online movies and god knows what else. Well, ive never been much of a screen person, be it the TV or a computer. But well, a woman's gotta do what the other women want her to do.. so here i am.. blogging ;)
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Haha, oh my godd.. i need a JOB! ok, the one i currently hold, is perfect until i decide to step out of my house into the real world. Coz it pays pittance, and i cant afford jacksh*t with it. :( so thanks to my reality CHEQUE, ive decided that it's time i got my act together. I've applied for 2 positions now, and i'm gonna keep my fingers crossed. I don't mind either, although the first would be more of a dream come true. But it sucks that i don't have the relevant degree for anything that i would be remotely interested in. And it sucks even more, knowing how much easier it would be to get a job in my previous field, and how much more i might be able to bring home. But, i'm not gonna succumb to the evil ways of moolah anymore! From now on, a decent paying job which will promote my positivity rather than make me come up with ingenious ways of killing myself, will suffice.
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Haha, i realised that my last post was a day before my relief teaching, where i was freaking out big time! Well, everyone has heard how that went, so i'm not gonna bother blogging about it. =) Lets just say that teaching is officially out of the choice of possible careers. Children are definitely not God's gift. They're monster incarnates, period. *shudders* Oh, the gangsterness of mere 9 year olds... seriously, what world are we living in now? It's probably a reflection of the family upbringing, but the parents are not ALWAYS to blame, are they? Hmmmm.. It aint no easy task, being a parent. Children... Keep them on a tight chain and they'll pull harder to break loose. Give them their freedom, and a ruckus they're bound to create. Striking that healthy balance is never easy, its a wonder some of us turned out alright, hey. :)
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Anyhoo, been up to a lot since i last blogged, with Ragi's blog having the most comprehensive list of things we've done thus far! So i guess there really is no point in me going on about it here, too. haha, talk about taking the easy way out. Well, the only thing i havent read about is dinner at my place on Sat night. So i'll cover that la :) Haha, we had big plans for that dinner i tell you. Was pot luck, so ragi n siva came with chips and assorted balls (haha). Sho came with home made wraps and baked tomatoes, that girl is one new age cook i tell you, keeping up with the times and all ;) . I provided (obvious choice of word here) mee goreng and samosas! Prawnboy came with... surprise surprise... prawns! haha, his mom makes the best prawns laaaaa *drools* And bhav brought her entertainment hat, to keep us amused all night long! So we stuffed our faces, till i literally fell sick (thats a story for later) and started our usual round of games. We played "Guess the celebrity" and though it was a rather silly game, we actully had fun! Says alot about our standard of fun these days huh. haha, then everyone (but me) got into the drinking mood and shawn had bought the perfect game for that, the night before- Shooters and ladders. Well it's pretty much like the original old fashioned snakes and ladders, except instead of jus moving up and down aimlessly on the board, 'single and double and pick a friend' shots are thrown in to get the players a lil tipsy! We created our own concoction of vodka pear, orange squash and rose syrup.. and the reveiw was it tasted pretty decent. Too decent, unfortunately, coz everyone survived the game unscathed. So much for the perfect game to get everyone high. The game got a lil stale after a while, and so out came the cards and everyone agreed on tai ti. I was feeling pretty out of it from a while before, so i was either stoning, or keeping myself busy to stay awake. All in all, was a nice chill out night which would have been nicer, had i felt better, but a great way to spend a sat night nonetheless!
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Yeah, next day i suffered heaps.. threw up like a sick chicken twice in the morning.. lay in bed all day suffering from the worst stomach pains and visited the toilet ever so often. Finally i had no choice but to go to a 24 hour clinic at 10pm at night.. Thank god, shawn was sweet enough to bring me there and back.. Much love prawnboy! *muacks* the doc gave me a jab ( WHICH HURT WAY MORE THAN THEY WARNED ME *pouts angrily*) and shitloads of medicine which i'm dutifully taking till today.. Stomach flu it seems.. i felt so much better after the doc's visit (and the jab, but whatever) and i was actually able to sleep without groaning in pain or running to the toilet every 5 mins.. i still haven't regained my appetite, so ive been living on plain bread and jam since Sunday.. Lets hope that i can at least shed some of those extra pounds that i welcomed with open arms over the past few weeks. Sigh, for some reason they don't go as easily as they come. Bas*ards. :(
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Anyhoo, I've placed myself under voluntary house arrest, but my SCV ain't working. Must be retribution from the TV gods, since i claim not to be a fan, heh. Oh well, i'm pretty satisfied watching friends and desperate housewifes.. thank god the DVD player didnt decide to take a hike as well! Speaking of friends.. whats your all time fav episode? I've decided that my favourite is the one where Joey tells Rachel how he feels about her in season 8.. Sigh, i LOVE that episode.. maybe its coz i just watched it yesterday, after ages, but i dont ever remember fallin in love with an episode the way i did with that.. So beauty la, so beauty.. haha, who says it like that ah? hmmmm.
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Aight, i'm off for some dvd action. Everyone, take care and rest well! and if i have to drink more water, so do youuuuuuuuuuuuuu! =) love!
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
