Friday, February 8, 2008
ok so im not in the best of moods, especially not to blog, but i figured i should keep myself busy before i go insane. I WAS pmsing, till today, without realising. Thus the major influx of emotions, during the past few days. The more than usual snappish bitchy comments, which is very malini-like i guess, but at least i can blame it on pms this time around. The leaky eyes for small matters that just seem to explode in my head. The grumpiness and yeah everything "not so good la". Sigh.And yesterday, after already feeling like crap i had to hear more news that brought me to whole new level of crappiness. I'm pretty sure the PMSing had a big part to play in the way i took to the news, but its pretty much something i've been worrying about for as long as i can remember. So to find out that its happened the way it has, was all very depressing. I hope, though, that it might actually be a good thing and that things will go uphill from here. Oh well, one step at a time and though i'm and will be a wreck of nerves when i have to actually face it, i'm just going to have to be as strong as i can and stand up for what/who i believe in. Sorry that babbling was just meant to get the yuckiness out of my system, doubt anyone has any clue 'cept for 2 of you. But for the rest, do wish me luck nonetheless. :)Moving along now.. I'M GONNA BE AN AUNT! hahaha kinda found out in December but don't ask why i just cared to mention it. The tiny one is due in August and i absolutely cant wait!!! :) :) :)I've got high tea with the family later at equinox... Not realllllllllllly looking forward to it but oh well, i think i've been MIA long enough where the family's concerned. bleaughhhhh.Ohhhh, one more bit of exciting news... ragi, shawn and i wanted to check out the petshops opposite ragi's house coz they're reputed to have the cutest puppies.. and coz we were in the area, heh. Unfortunately the world stops during CNY, so we didnt really get to see any. BUT BUT BUT, one of them's hiring!!!!!!!!!! Its some walk- in equiry thingie so i'm gonna have to go back one of these days when its open and hopefully i get it!!!!! it'll be like some dream come true. haha so i have weird dreams, and my qualifications can be thrown out the window, but ive been going on about how i want some part time job at a petshop, so this is really like a major treat! if i get the job that is.... *crossing fingers*Sighhhhhhhhhhh... I hateeeee sweeping statements and i've been a 'victim' of many such lines recently. Ok fine, so we don't always mean what we say and the mouth does have a mind of its own sometimes, but it really does hurt. especially when i am not what you make me out to be sometimes. Sigh, ok i'm not gonna go on about this here, since it is public property and i feel as though I'M trespassing. I've already mentioned weird haven't i?Ok think happy thingssssssssssss. Arrgghh a lil hard with the cramping and the NOT ANSWERING of phones, but i shall persevere. with thinking happy that is. Speaking of happy, do not watch "The assassination of Jesse James" even if you have 8 bucks to spare and absolutely no movie to watch. Shawn and Sho actually thought the movie was good, but thats exactly why i don't get them sometimes. If you want a NORMAL person's review... take mine. :) The only reason why i agreed to watching it was coz of Brad Pitt and even he couldnt save the movie. It was slowwwwwwwwwwwwww and dragggyyyyyyyyyyyyy and boringgggggg and a waste of time and money!! i sleep through even the best of movies, so don't even bother wondering what i caught up on, while brad pitt was getting assassinated for 3 long hours. *yawn*Sob.. :( i'm still sad, and i want this feeling to pass.. but being here isnt gonna help, so i'm gonna do something real about it la. Tata, have a good weekend everyone. :(
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
