Monday, August 20, 2007
i don't really feel like blogging. neither do i feel like working though, so the lesser of two evils i have chosen. =) i'm soooo lazy and tired.. my eyes hurt, like i've my eyeballs have been poked countless times and are now sore from all the poking, heh. but even though they hurt, i keep closing my eyes and pressing my eye-lids so i can feel the pain.. no really, whats wrong with me ah? and whats wrong with my eye :( i hope its only coz i'm tired and not cos i'm suffering from some eye issue, or something scarily complicated. hmmm but then that way i dun have to go to work righttt!! whooopieeeeei feel sleep deprived again.. although i think i slept for a good 7 hours (at least) last night, i feel like i had none.. and trust me i slept the full 7 hours, not waking up even once inbetween! wow.. the performance over the weekend has really left me drained.. and to think i have two more over the coming weekned, in Penang and KL! *faints*oh well, thank god we had a two-day show over the weekend. the first day was.. full of hiccups! from the sound to the lights to the lack of energy in the dance! and my many wonderful balancing acts, like a pregnant hippo on a tightrope! sobbb we really felt horrible after the show.. at least most of us did. Thank god sunday was like a gazillion times better! i actully felt good after the show! and alot of people had such nice things to say.. made the torture that we endured the past few weeks SLIGHTLY worth it.. haha notice i said SLIGHTLY ah.. heh.haha i started this entry at like 10am.. its now 3pm and i still havent finished.. i seriously don't know whats wrong with me today.. my thoughts are all over the place, i cant write a complete sentence without toggling between the other windows i have open. Its crazy... i think i need a job that allows me to move around, this whole sitting down infront of a screen and number crunching is something i have succumbed to ENOUGH! maybe if i'm physically active, my brain won't go into sleep mode as often as it does. *mumbles angrily*ok i have no more patience to do anything productive anymore, blogging included.i'm out! in all ways possible ;)
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
