Tuesday, June 5, 2007
wowiee junior juice! guess who's back!!!!!!!! hahaha lets see for how long though.. i seem to be sooo busy these days.. but i'm going to make it a point to blog more often- neglected my poor baby for too long!!
hah- i guess doing a daily'ish update since the last time i blogged is going to lead to a severe case of information overload, so maybe just some important bits here and there- which is probably all i can manage (to recall) anywayy =)
well to the genuinely concerned ones out there.. work's gotten semi-sane these days.. but i've lost a lot of the vigour i believe i possessed when i first started out.. i never liked my job but i always did it to the best of my ability.. these days, i'm extremely unmotivated and going to work is such a chore.. my work goes untouched over the weekend- even though i know the week would be that bit more manageable, had i put in an extra hour or two on my precious sat or sunday.. i concentrate for a grand total of 15 mins tops, and then my hand and mind is itching for a distraction.. so when i'm connected to the net, yeahh all hell kinda breaks loose.. i'm on friendster, spying on blogs and basically doing anything and everything that kinda takes my mind off work.. oh yeah and of couse not to forget my good ol' buddy MSN- thank God for small miracles heyyyy ;)
sighieee so i'm thinking.. since i'm kinda doing jackshit at work- i should do myself a favour (and not to mention PwC) a favour and leavee... but see i'm not much of a risk taker.. sure, leaving seems like the only option and i've been talking about leaving pretty much since i started, heh.. but where do i go from here.. i know animals and babies are my passion but what is it that i wanna do exactly? i speak of doing a degree in zoology and working with animals.. but how much do i know about this field? i'll tell you.. i know zilch.. yet i don't seem to do anything about it.. i'm not researching, speakin to the relevant people or even spending more than 5 mins to dwell on this and try to figure out if zoology's the right way to go.. i keep telling myself, once i quit, i'll get down to doing all i need to figure out my next step in this sad journey called 'life'.. i keep saying, all i want is to be happy... but thats all i do- i just say it.. its about time i made sure things happened for me.. so my next project- is to find me THE perfect job.. hah- good luck to me or watttttttttttttt... i'll keep y'all posted on this k ;)
apart from work.. i've been happy *smile* enough said!
ok all this work talk has kinda reminded me that.. gee shock shock horror horror- i've got work to do.. so yeah i'll best be off to complete it before i'm in more trouble than i already am!
byebye loveliess and i'll be back soon i promiseeeeee!
~ You've given me a taste of happiness and now i yearn for more.
I'm sorry i don't let my heart out to play very often, my mind has a game plan of its own.
What i don't say, i can't hide...So look deep into my eyes for they mirror my soul.
Oh but listen hard, and you might just hear the soft whispers of my heart...
Gentle yet certain.. saying, its you that i want.~
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
