Saturday, March 10, 2007
its a hot hot saturday afternoon... and i'm stuck indoors.. working! *mumbles angrily* ok i'm not the kind who jumps at the sight of some bright sunlight so i can go perfect my tan or just lounge by some pool or shit! thats all so.. cliché heyy :) but i just dun appreciate being stuck between four walls when i can be out shopping for a new dress or something *pout* like thats got anything to do with the sun right :)
yeah so anywayss.. yesterday was one kick-ass chill out session at nish's house man.. combined with the fact its literally a stone's throw away, the booze and games and company was just awesomeeeee! all of us were practically rolling in laughter 3/4 of the time, and trust me the high'ness had NOTHING to do with that! haha and thanks to hornan we now know how a peacock and dolphin sounds, and no thanks to ragi for trying to make us believe a dolphin goes peacockkkkkkkkkkkk hahahha mannnnn it was just plain hilarious! and such a good break from our usual clubbing on a friday night.. loved loved loved it!
tonight's gonna be a 'we-have-to-please-everyone' night.. gotta support 2 different events, both of which we WANT to support.. we're a lil caught in the middle but i guess the genuises in the group will just find a way to sort the sticky situation out! lets hope we manage to make both parties happy! haha yes yes such important people we think we are huh.. *blink blink*
gosh was just tokin to shawn d online.. and he was askin me about my love life which has been consistently non-existent for a while now.. he reckons its coz i'm not hangin out at the right places.. but see i'm someone who wants to be found, and not have to find.. i like to leave it to chance, to fate.. like when its meant to be, the right guy will come along.. haha like he'll appear right infront my face with some florescent blinking sign that reads "I'M THE ONE!!"! yeah see thats exactly how i tink it works!! =)
but am i being too complacent? do i actually have to actively search and plant myself at all these events that complement my 'being found' plan.. sigh i really cant seem to bring myself to do that la!! we'll just have to wait and see.. it is a little depressing for sure and i do doubt my self worth at times.. (My girls are so gonna kill me :p ) but lets just hope i'm not as bad as i imagine k.. and that one day, just maybe, i'll chance upon Mr right.. and when i do.. i hope i know! :) haha!
alright my loves i'm off now.. much much loveeeee
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
