Saturday, March 31, 2007
oh no.. i wanted to get my 8 hours of sleep but for some reason (stress probably) i couldnt seem to sleep past 10am.. bleaughhhh.. so i tossed and turned and then thought i'm better off blogging, hah! oh well, its been a while anyway, so its about time!
i had myself a mad work week, AGAIN! it was really all about work, like it always is, so i don't know why im still not used to it yet. although if i actually get used to it, y'all should be worrying.. that would truly make me a work-a-holic, which contrary to popular belief- DOES NOT DESCRIBE ME AT THIS PRESENT MOMENT! *mumbles angrily* who'd have thought la.. sigh definitely didnt expect my life to turn out this way.. oh well the 27th of each month kinda makes it worth it.. key word being, KINDA.. but aiyah thats wat adult life is about, right.. hate it but cant go back in time, can i? so i'll jus shut up and accept it the way it is. Till the end of the year at least..
I don't know whats wrong with me la. I keep complaining about my job, i already know what it is i want to do (well i have a rough idea la) but i don't seem to do anything to change the way things are. Thats just me la. I recognize the problem, even identify possible ways to rectify the situation but i don't do a god damn thing about it!!!!! i just sit there and wait for things to happen. How la like that, howwwww! aiyah i hate me la *mopes* help me, kay :-)
anywayss i had a good break yesterday.. was convinced to go out (haha yes i needed some convincing surprisingly) and i had a good time just getting high'ish and dancing madly to my tamil songs.. i had more fun laughin like a freak in shah alam though.. about many random things that i'd love to share with you, but for the life of me cannot remember. but was funnnnn, thanks my loveliesss!!
arrrghhh i don't know why they call it a weekend, coz the week never seems to endddddddddddddddddddd *stomps angrily* ok la enough whining, im off to my land of numbers...
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
