Tuesday, February 13, 2007
i dun geddit. why do we repeatedly do the same things, make the same mistakes, only to suffer the similar fate.. and mind u, we know what we're getting ourselves into. but its so easy to forget all the bad times, the anger, the hatred, the immense pain.. we can just throw 'em away with a flick of the wrist, just like that.. maybe we forget all, in a moment of weakness but maybe we just don't care. Why is it we don't practice what we preach.. we advice another like we've been thru hell and back so they should learn from our life's experiences instead of having to tread down that path on their own.. Yet when the same advice should be heeded by us, we choose to ignore it coz it makes us happier to give in.. Is that temporary happiness enough to pacify you when you end up hurt AGAIN. Is the pain you KNOW is on its way to your door not enough to stop you right in your tracks so you can turn around before its too late? or is it already too late? Love makes us do stupid things but thats no excuse. Giving in is easy but recovering can take a lifetime. Just remember that. Call me a cynic, call me a pessimist. I'd rather live my life alone sometimes. But don't worry i'll never tell you "i told you so". I'll still be here for you, and listen to your sob story again, even though WE both saw that coming.. But above that, i'll pray it works out for you this time.. Coz i don't like to see you hurt again.. the heart wrenching sobs were real, your happiness was the facade. Thats why i just don't geddit.
ps- i am/have been a victim of my own crime. how hyprocritical aye. dun mind me.. *smile*
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of..
